life is amazin.sometimes it seems so perfectly simple.so perfectly monotonous.so perfectly mundane.
and yet on the other hand.it can screw ur mind up pretty badly.some things can get really complicated,and add to that a paranoid female mind worrying excessively over stuff which are actually not that bad.
i've always gone through stuff in this small brain of mine.like all the time.during lessons.lectures.tutorials.i wonder a lot.and i ponder and i waste my time.quite retarded actually.

i read SPG's blog occasionally and i really admire her grasp of the eng language.it's thought provoking.her vocab is superb and her phrasing is oh so nicely done.i've always had this thing for extremely good language esp english.she expresses her views very prominently and she has a very distinct writing style.i sense the wild stubborn streak within her and heck,it's her life,i don't think anyone should actually shoot their uncouth mouth off at what she revels in.

and pls.enough of the issue in newspapers.the same repetitive comments published in every possibly seen article.it's sickening. I would absolutely abhor having my private life being intruded into and stepped upon.

alright.back to boring old business.i have even run out of stuff to describe about school.the normal humdrum sheet i guess. met shuwen and may yesterday for some squash in jj.it was pretty good.as usual we ate while waitin for shu. the mee fen's pretty good lehhhs. ppl must go try!

played with jy ys and wc.it was like 3 long games,but it was really gratifying in all. muscles ached like mad but it was good.was really really good. i was positively and absolutely drained. it's extremely infuriating to witness atrocious shots which either go wayyyy out,down downnn..or are maddeningly off target. shucks. i need to sharpen my skills.

I'm such a procrastinate freak.my room is still disorganized and littered with a lot of stuff I probably don't need around.

headed to jb with my dad on Sunday.had continuous diarrhoa the day before due to this deliberate dreadful mix of weird food and weird drinks.was shitty.literally.=) bought a number of necessities in holiday inn.and shopped around for like a few whole hours til our legs ached like no tomorrow. I shall not bore all of you with details of my expenditure.just two words: satisfying.immensely.

finally.what did I do today? Pretty much nothing,sadly,the only highlight was purchasing Dead Man Walking vcd (yes I know I AM really slow) at citilink's HMV. I jus absolutely idolize sean penn.his acting..-swoon- really excellent.read previous entries for elaboration.

Most recently,i've been listening to Kelly Clarkson's Because Of You. one heck of a song, together with one hell of a singer. her voice brilliantly soars on ballads like these.
and that range.unbelievable.and perfect pitch. I'm still in awe of her.

bumped into yp today in sch. he popped over to have lunch with his schoolmates. chatted for a bit while he strolled back to sch for his exams.

it's nerve-wrecking how time passes so quickly..

it's been so long since I have felt that way..

..because of you..
..i never stray too far from the sidewalk..
..because of you..
..i learnt to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt..
..because of you..
..i tried my hardest just to forget everything..
..because of you..
..i don't know how to let anyone else in..
..because of you..
..i am afraid..